The end of my semester was bittersweet. I was excited and scared and sad and sick as hell. Not to mention a Prob & Stats final set to kill. Up until this point I haven't allowed myself to actually believe Disney was going to happen. I am not a fan of getting my hopes up. I finally had to decide it was real when I arrived at my surprise party thrown by my IUP family! Several of my best friends gathered to say goodbye. I am so lucky to have people who care about me enough to do something like this. They all wrote me little good bye letters and gave me cookies and ......punch. I was all drugged up on cold medicine and had an 8am final the next day, but I was so thankful for the party anyhow. The next two days were spent taking exams and sleeping off the sick.
Now that I am home I am going stir crazy. I haven't yet gotten my plane ticket because we are waiting for a check to come in first. I don't have any luggage to pack in and I already miss my school friends. Realizing that I wont be seeing them every weekend of the next semester hit hard. My home life is boring and uneventful, so I want to go out with my high school friends and spend all of my time with them. I'm hoping to spend a lot of time in Manhattan with one of my best friends over the next few weeks.
Disney is happening. My life is happening.
It's finally time to step up and be on my own.
I am ready.
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